Monthly Archives: February 2012

Don’t Ask!!


The cringing of asking that taboo question.

Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!

But, I sit and wonder,

Her heart wonders,

Her brain wonders,

Her life wonders,

Don’t Ask! Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!

She lays with you and feels the beating of your heart,

She see’s your eyes, and they are fully alert,

She feels your hugs and they feel true to her heart,

She hears your voice and its kind like hers.

Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask! Don’t Ask!

All is good.  All is great.  She loves where it is.

No complaints,

No issues,

She loves where its at,

But the wonders are still there…

Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!

We go further around,

We both open up,

You can see who I am,

And I can see who you are,

We take that next step,

I jump in the ride,

It’s great as always,

Nothing to hide,

Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!

But she hears of others,

she wonders, why not her,

he says don’t take it personal,

but it’s hard, when your both always together,

The flutters begin,

The heart begins to pound,

The want of needing to know,

But the hidden answer will most likely hurt,

Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!

She fights it,

He says don’t do it,

She can’t help it,

She wants to know!

Don’t you listen?

Do you really want to know?

Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!  Don’t Ask!

What is your deal?

Is meant, why not me?

You had that one who is crazy,

And that one who cheated,

But she sheds internal tears because it hurts oh so bad,

She wants to know, she fights, SHE FIGHTS IT, SHE FIGHTS IT!

It comes out!  Oh no, go back in!  Go back in!  Go back in!

The fighting, can’t stop it!

The heart wants to know,

She Asks!  She Asks!  She Asks!

And the tears roll down her face,

Her heart feels the pain,

The rejection is the rain,

She tumbles to a ball,

She can’t see that smile,

The gray cloud has overcome her,

The tears is all she hears,

You should have listened!

You should have listened!

You should have listened!




Love is….


It is love month.  It is one of my favorite months of the year.  Why?  Because I love to love.  I love pink, hearts and flowers.  It just feels like there is love in the air.

And with love month, there are some out there who are broken hearted.  Oh the pain.  The bandage needs to be wrapped tight until the heart heals.

Then there are those who are in love.  Love brightens the eyes.  Love brightens the heart.  Love is awesome!

Then there are those who are in limbo.

But the best thing about love, is loving yourself.  You can never, NEVER, love anyone or anything, if you do not love yourself.  So, here is love.  This is what love is to me….. (in no important order)


1.  Smiling at the world

2. Smelling the fresh air first thing in the morning

3.  Looking in someone’s eyes and seeing happiness

4.  Seeing your children laugh

5.  Seeing your children love

6.  Hiking through mother earth

7.  Getting lost in a jog

8.  Looking at yourself in the mirror and loving every bit of you

9.  Kindness

10.  God

11.  Mother Earth

12.  Family

13.  Kissing your significant other

14.  Hugs

15.  Watching good movies

16.  Reading a good book

17.  Eating a good meal

18.  Having clarity

19.  Friends

20.  Getting it

21.  Being able to let go

22.  Finding someone who accepts all you

23.  Dreaming

24.  No Worries

25.  Looking cute

26.  Buying clothes

27.  Cleaning

28.  Gardening

29.  Breathing

30.  Relaxing

And the list could go on and on…

But the point it, love is not always about romantic relationships.  It is not always about relationships per se.  Love is enjoying life.  Love is loving yourself and then everything else falls into place.

Happy Love Month…..