Monthly Archives: July 2012

Love. What it can do to you. What it is. Love.

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Love. Oh it hurts. But when you get over it, it’s beautiful.  Love can be life!  Love is the world. 

Love. Oh it can hurt.  But when your over HIM, it’s the best feeling.  Love can be wonderful!  Love is kissing.

Love. Oh it can be painful.  But when you can smile at what you had, that’s the best.  Love can be awesome!  Love is cuddling.

Love.  Oh it can kill you.  But when you realize your better than that, you win!  Love can be sweet.  Love is watching a movie together.

Love.  Oh it can depress you.  But when you realize that you see the light, your alive!  Love can be fun.  Love is accepting all of you.

Love.  Oh it can tear your eye balls out.  But when you no longer have tears for him, it’s awesome!  Love can be holding hands.  Love is kissing. 

Love.  Oh it can hurt your soul.  But when you can see the flowers, you know your one step ahead!  Love can be rocking out to music.  Love is cuddling. 

Love.  Oh it can make you want to die. But when you want to live, you are over him.  Love can be making dinner together.  Love is looking into each others eyes. 

Oh you Mr. Love, you are naughty!  You can be so nice, so rewarding and you can feel so good.  But when you crash, you hurt!  I don’t like you sometimes!  But I am so glad that you are a passing of a feeling and you did not move into my heart.  Now that you are gone, thank you for visiting.  It was fun. 

My friend……

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i not only miss him.
i miss the friendship.
i miss the calls.
i miss the texts.
i miss going over.
i miss him.
But, then again, i don’t miss him.
i don’t miss the disconnect.
i don’t miss the want for more.
i don’t miss the un-emotions.
But when it comes down to the nitty gritty,
i really, really miss my friend 😦

Oh Beautiful Day…

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Oh Beautiful Day,

I love you.

I love that you have shown me the light.

Oh Beautiful Day,

I love you for warming me up when I feel cold inside,

Oh Beautiful Day,

Let’s enjoy today like tomorrow may be gone!!

Oh Beautiful Day!

Oh Beautiful Day!

Oh Beautiful Day!

I LOVE YOU!

I’ll fly to the sky!

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Ha! I figured it out!  I really did!

Your too good for me!

Your sweet.

Your kind.

Your giving.

Your loving.

You have been there for me through thick and thin!

Gosh, I figured it out!

You make me laugh.

You make me smile.

I love your company

and that’s not a tale!

Gosh, Darn, I really, finally, figured it out~

You cared for me,

You loved me unconditionally,

You bathed me when I needed it without asking any questions.

I would grow old with you,

but I fear you.

I hate you,

Yet I love it when I’m near it.

I really do love you!

I do!

But I’m all messed up.

I can’t think.

I’m  in pain.

Your too good!

I should just leave you alone!

You deserve so much better!

I can’t give you anything,

I can’t love you,

I can’t be your man,

I just can’t. I can’t. I can’t. I just can’t.

BUT I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU! YOU ARE MY HEART! YOU ARE MY LOVE~  BUT WHAT YOU DID AND DIDN’T DO, I CAN NOT STAND,

I should be sorry,

but I have too much pride.

I would love you and marry you and take care of you,

But, I’m messed up.  I’m all messed up.

IT’S OKAY, I’M HERE FOR YOU.  I LOVE YOU.  I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOU.

No…go away. Oh,  here is my chance.  My stupid brother in-law offended you.  I’m really sorry.

I should have said something.  YEAH, YOU SHOULD HAVE!.  But I know you can do better.

This is my chance.   My chance to let you fly.  I wanted to hold on to you.  I did hold on to you.

You were great.  You were my BFF.  But, I’m sorry, I gotta let you go.

You deserve more.

I can’t give it to you.

I can’t love you.

I don’t even love myself.

BUT I LOVE YOU!  I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! IT’S OKAY.

I’m too stubborn.

I’m avoiding you.’

I love you, but fly….

You are such a good person….I don’t deserve you!

I KNOW.  AND I DID EVERYTHING IN MY HEART FOR YOU.

I LOVE YOU. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU.

YOU ARE MY HEART. YOU REALLY ARE.

OKAY, FINE, YOU WANT ME TO FLY..

THEN GOOD-BYE…………..

 

Jawbreaker-Accident Prone

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Jawbreaker-Accident Prone

ACCIDENT PRONE

BY:  JAWBREAKER

This is one my all time fave bands.  They have gotten me through life.  Now, in this challenging road, I pulled them out of storage.  They were dusty.  I forgot how much I connected with them.  But now in this moment, they are here for me again.  This song is exactly what I’m going through.  I love them!  And I love the universe for allowing me to see them, allowing me to breath them and live through their music!!

Cheers to my old-familiar Band…Jawbreaker ❤

What’s the furthest place from here?

It hasn’t been my day for a couple years.

What’s a couple more?

And if I go, don’t forget the one good thing I almost did.

I learned your name without words.

I used my eyes, not my hands.

What’s the closest you can come to an almost total wreck and still walk away,

All limbs intact?

And when I go, you’ll be there crying out, begging me.

I won’t hear.

I’ll just go fast into this night on broken legs.

I near miss or a close call?

I keep a room at the hospital.

I scratch my accidents into the wall.

I couldn’t wait to breathe your breath.

I cut in line,

I bled to death.

I got to you, there was nothing left.

What’s the meanest you can be to the one you claim to love

And still smile to your new found friends?

In the same confusing breath,

You pull away and draw me in.

I wanted you. You wanted more.

I cut in line,

I bled to death.

I got to you, there was nothing left.

  • What’s the meanest you can be to the one you claim to love
  • And still smile to your new found friends?
  • In the same confusing breath,
  • You pull away and draw me in.
  • I wanted you. You wanted more.
  • I built this life and now it’s mine

Night, Night, Night….

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The night is here and you are ever so young,

I’ve awaited you like the new bringing dawn,

I scrimmaged at the sun today, as it was not fun,

You should have come quicker at the sunset of sums,

Night, Night, you are ever so young,

I cringed for your darkness like a vampire for the young,

I’d rather hide today in your deep, deep-sea,

For tomorrow is anew and I will be clean,

Night, Night, you are ever so young,

The stillness of your love is nothing compared,

To the sun who shines abiding the life,

I wanted you to creep on this long-full trife,

But your here now, so let’s have this escapade!

Night, Night, you are ever so young,

Take my sorrows with you and run, run, run,

I want to wake up anew with the sun,

good-bye to you and to all who are undone….