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Author Archives: Cami*Star
May11
Everyday Mother
Every one has a mother. She could be biological or mythological. She could a Tia or Tio. Mothers are in crevices, shelves and dirty alley’s. They are watching, talking and looking out for you.
A mother is one who loves unconditionally, fearless, a super human. She sucks in your pain for your happiness. She will exchange your pain for your freedom.
You could have been left on a doorstep, but a mother picked you up. You could have fallen to the point of no return, but a mother picked you up.
She is your mentor, teacher, nurse, doctor, neighbor, grandmother. She is not just your soul, but she is your essence.
Thank her, he or shim for that one mother figure who has mended your jeans, she has soothed your heart and she has given you the last bite.
Mothers day is everyday. Every second your heart beats, she is there. She, he or shim is your lifeline. Your guardian angel.
Happy Mothers day to all the beautiful women who have sacrificed their baby skin for stretch marks,
Happy Mothers day to the women who have endured unjustifiable pain to bring you into our universe,
Happy Mothers day to the men and women who do it alone! Who wake up at dawn only to hear whines and complaints,
Happy Mothers Day ❤
-Cami*Star 2019
Apr22
Sleepy Life
Sleep is
beauty of pain,
Easing pain
Lights out
Sleep is
comfort,
Peaceful dreams
Subsidy of all
Sleep is
Rejuvination,
Breath it out
Suck it in
Yearning of grim,
Blank skies
Star lights
Fuel of soul
Diminished barrows
of dust
Everlasting waters
Drenched
and she sleeps…..
® Cami*Star
Apr21
Easter Meanings….
Today is Easter, which has different meanings depending on your culture and belief systems.
A popular version of the meaning of “Easter” is from Christianity. It is the belief that Jesus Christ has resurrected from death. His resurrection is a symbol of eternal life that is given to all who believe in him.
But, Easter did not necessarily begin with Jesus. It actually began as a Pagan celebration of the of “Eostara”, the Goddess of rebirth. Pagan followers would have a “Feast of Eostara”, which celebrated the resurrection and rebirth of Mother Earth.
Today, in the 21st Century, the most popular version of Easter is Easter Eggs, the Easter Bunny, Easter Baskets and food with family. Some attend church if Christian and others celebrate life.
If you look at history and the actual definition of Easter, it is the celebration of life! It is a celebration of rebirth. What happened to Jesus? He came back to life, rebirth! Pagan’s celebrated the Goddess of rebirth! Easter Eggs is a symbol of rebirth!
Regardless of your beliefs, sit in peace with yourself and rebuild yourself to your highest. Spring is a time of rebirth of flowers and plants. It is a beautiful time where not only Mother Earth comes back to life, but so can you!
@camistar.com
Apr21
Lies of a snake
Are lies your new foundation?
a base filled with cracks,
Do you hide behind crystallized
thoughts of your afflictions?
How do you live with inner
thoughts of deception?
A life of ungathered weeds
continuously growing.
Gray shadows linger over
your soul, eating you up
as if your a growing herb
in the garden of Eden.
Refraining from releasing
your snake from your dried
out grass, keep it up and you’ll
be left to wither in the heated sky…..
@camistar.com
Mar31
Sleepless Nights…
In the midst of sleepless nights, what is one to do?
Uncomfortably sprawled attempting a meditative breath,
Not a sound in the world as rejuvenating takes place, yet you lay nocturnally,
Am I a half breed of a night owl?
Lightless nights energize my soul, curious thoughts, creative wonders in my mind,
Listless nights as if the only soul alive,
Oddly, I welcome your wanning moon,
Dulled beauty awaits as if I’m to hunt my prey, yet rejuvenation must take precedent,
In the midst of sleepless nights, what is one to do?
Mar25
Maybe Never
He tries
She tried
Endless tears
Escaped fears
He tries
She tried
Endless attacks
No more relapse
They are an
endless cup of
Never
Forever
Tomorrow
Maybe never
Mar24
When it…..
When it hits,
It hits hard.
When it rains,
It pours.
Thunder
in
your
ears,
Is
all
I
hear.
When it’s dark,
you lose.
Out with the sun,
You win.
This.
Too.
Shall pass.
Mar24
Anx
Anx.
Run.
I.
Stuck.
Eh.
Thoughts.
Ty.
It shall pass like the rains in Spring, like that nasty cough, like relentless headaches….
Mar3
When life is down….
When life brings you down, turn to what works for you! I have my own ways, but today I share what can or what will or what shall work when things get tough! All I can say is, whatever your beliefs are, you should empower what can work for you! It can be gardening to be with one with Mother Earth. It can be praising Jesus in song or in prayer! It can be in meditation. At the end of the day, whatever works for YOU is all that matters.
I have been beyond blessed to be led by my savior! By my Lord! He or She or It has never failed me! I am writing as a believer that big things can and will happen when you give up your worries and stress to your higher power(s)!
Amazing Grace sings or speaks of being lost. I do have to say that I’m not lost, I’ve been graciously awakened many, many years ago. But, all Christian songs always bring a beautiful light into my soul. Does it mean I’m some Christian phenatic? Nope. It means that I welcome anything, anybody and/or any situation into my life that will or can take me to the next vibration in life! I am a mix of culture, beliefs and religious. Why? At the end of the day, when we have been blessed to live a beautiful life and it’s our time to perish, where will we all go? Well, that depends on your beliefs, but in my world, we all go to another realm, which I call heaven.
Another one of my faves is, “I surrender”. Surrendering is giving “it” to a higher power. Surrendering is to give “it” or to submit to a higher power you believe in! Regardless of what your belief is, even if you’re agnostic, releasing a negative feeling and/or thought or feeling is beyond refreshing. It is the most beautiful release that is explainable. Surrender.
I’m far from the type of person who will push my beliefs on anyone. Instead, I empower each and every one of you to find your solace. To do find your truth.
At the end of our lives who will you end up with?
You.
Your soul.
All the actions you took or didn’t take will be within your soul.
Please share what works for you. …..
