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Desolation….

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Her life can be…

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Life can be a bold green, like our current wetlands, or Tangerine Orange like a boquet of Poppies or Mellow-Yellow, while drifting off to sleep,

Tangent-Oranges,

Marmelaid Peelz,

Laughter, smiles

and pains of joy….

Life is not always sugary-sweets and caramel stuffing. 

Life can be gray, like crisp quiet winter evenings, alone in the world. It can be bloody red, boiling senses and heated thoughts. Most dreaded is the world of deep dark clouds. Clouds will get closer and darker until you suffocate. 

Undestined-Tunnels,

Sorrow-Waves,

and deep sink-holes,

Heartach, tears

and melancholy sighs….

Sad girl once read, “Depression

is like a war, you either win or die”

She tells herself, “cheer up butter-cup”. She needs to have an awareness that this is a wave of sadness that needs to be watered. 

Sit is your tears and you will drown in your own death. Run from your tears and it will keep coming back as you keep avoiding the cloud. Sit in your rain, taste it, breath it, meditate with it and it will begin to dissipate. 

Humanity is full of Sunny Days and Cloudy Winters. Seasons can run us high or low. We can either stop and soak in the marmelaid peels or die in the war. 

Which do you choose?

Which will she choose?

Flowing, Not Flowing, Flowing, Not Flowing….

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Racing, ranting,  rushing, not flowing,

Gushing, gasping, gaping, flowing,

Bump, Bump, Bump,

I touch my heart, but it is beating fine.

Inside, drumming, dangling, daunting, flowing,

Pulses, pulsating, pounding, now flowing,

Cringing, crying, crippling, flowing,

Flowing, what is that?

Anxiousness you feel,

Nervousness

Thumping

Drowning

Winding,

Flowing, Not flowing, Flowing, Not Flowing……

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