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Baffling Thoughts

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I feel so lost in this world. It’s like I was born in the wrong era or Universe. I just don’t get people’s hate and anger. It’s baffling to me.

But it’s not just that. I feel so deeply. My heart and soul feels everything! But it just seems like I’m the only one who is like this. I mean, instead of loving thoughts, I get hurtful and annoying words thrown at me. But instead of throwing rocks back, I just stand my ground and then my positive behavior is oblivious to on lookers.

And then there’s the whole part where I  am so open to love. But people have walls up (and yes I do too, but those walls only go up if I get hurt).

What world do I belong in?
It just seems like not this one….

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-©camistar.com 2015

Humanity needs to be SAVED…..

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Here we are in the year 2014 and it “appears” as if we have come a long way in our evolution.  Have we?  I question it daily because it does not seem so to be.  I mean, yes, many things have changed, but the issues many civil rights leaders fought for still exist.  They may not exist as potent as they were in the early 1900s, but they do still exist today.

Scientist who study biology and our evolution state that our world, “humanity” is in their adolescents.  Really?  That is crazy to think, but that makes sense!  We have tons of knowledge with our new sense of technology, but in the real world, we are still very naïve.

Naïve?  How can humans be so naïve?  Well, look at our world!  There are wars going on today, tomorrow and yesterday!  Humans take religion and politics to such the extent that they believe that “their” views are the “right views” and then war happens!  There are wars within countries!

Look at the US!  In the US, we have a war on drugs, sexism, homophobia, religion and the list can go on and on.  Is this not adolescent tendencies? In our corporate/capitalistic world, many humans care more about money itself rather than life itself!  This sounds all too familiar!  I remember being a teen!  In my teen years, I did not care about anyone, but myself!  I did not care about other people’s emotions or well being!  If someone were to give me lots of money to create a product that would sell, of course I would have done it!  Hence Capitalism.

As I am wiser in my life, I look back at those teen years and just laugh!  How naïve I was!  How I did not know anything, I thought I did that’s for sure!

This is our earth!  This is us!  This is why we are all jacked up!  You get me???  Humanity is in our teen years.  We have learned from our past ancestors, but we still have a long way to go.

But, this is good news!  This means that as we progress and evolve, we will become wiser!  Well, at least that is what a lot of us humans hope for.  People are already becoming more aware of the destruction we have been causing.  Our health has been declining, which has caused many activists and scientist to start looking into man made food!  We are learning what types of foods cause cancer, diabetes and obesity.  This is good!  We are educating ourselves!  But this is not enough!

We need to make more changes!

We need to do research on what will work without harming Mother Earth or our Health!

We need more education in order to educate those stubborn humans who do not believe all the hype!

It is not just the food business that needs to be changed, but our ideals!

Our ideals are keeping us in a type of “hell” that will NOT allow humanity to grow spiritually, mentally and equally.

How do we move forward in our evolution, when we are so poisoned by our political leaders, the food industry and the media?  It seems so far away, yet so close to make changes!  All in all, we really need to get to the root of the problems in order to change and/or fix Mother Earth as well as our living souls.

How is it that our history is laid upon many civil rights leaders attempting to make equality among all, yet we still encounter many hate crimes. I have tried to look at it, coming from an animalistic point of view, meaning, our biology. But, it does not make sense. We are not born to hate. We are not born to destroy. We are born a clean slate. This means we are programmed to believe what our culture says what is right or wrong.  It’s very simple people.  What we teach to our youth is exactly how they will come out-unless they educate themselves to get to a higher level of consciousness.

It is just so baffling to me, that we have come so far, yet are not really moving. Humanity has become this strange creature that attempts to fight racism, homophobia, sexism, classism, and many more “isms”, but THEY STILL OCCUR!  Why?  BECAUSE people don’t like change!  Well, I am sorry, but we have to change or humanity will decapitate into nothing.  We will either destroy ourselves with all the chemicals we are breathing in and eating or we will all kill each other in war.

Racism: Come on people! I mean really! We are all humans with a heart, soul and mind. This means, we are all the same inside. The only thing that is different is the color of our skin. Blacks in the US still get harassed by police just because of the color of their skin. Latino’s get discriminated against because they are illegal and everyone wants to send them back to their original homeland. I mean, it’s ridiculous. This is NOT a part of a world I want to live in. I want to live in a world where we are all looked upon as equals. I would love to see all races live a free and wonderful life. Will this ever happen? I am a skeptic. I suppose all I can do is live my life as I would like all to live. I teach my own offspring as well as my students that we are all equal no matter what color we are. Hopefully our future generations will live freer than we are now.

My Opinion:  Racism = Small Minded!

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And then there is SEXISM~
There are only two genders in our world. These two genders as we have learned are really two different entities, two different species, two different views in life. We are both biologically created so differently yet we are human, which gives us something in common. As the beginning of dawn, there have always been two different gender roles. But as we are “teens”, I feel like it has gotten completely out of control!!

My theory is that when humans began evolving into what we are today, both genders had their own specific roles on Mother Earth. We had different roles because we are biologically different. Males were warriors and providers and females were the gatherers and caretakers. Now, let’s take a look at this picture, there is absolutely nothing wrong with this. But as humanity has grown into what we are today, humans have skewed roles into what they want. Unfortunately, just as race was degraded into slavery, females were degraded into pieces of meat.

But females’ fought and with their strong intellect, they fought their way to freedom (Well, kind of, but that’s a whole different story)

Now, we are living in a double sexist world. Both genders are being inflicted with this human made sexism. Females are denied the right to abortions and even birth control. Males have a challenging time winning or even getting half custody battles. Females make less money than men when doing the same job today, while men are accused of aggressive behavior when half of the time it is false. It is both sided people! It is just another way to control the masses, not to mention sexism has been created solely by our society!!  DID YOU HEAR THAT!  BY US!  BY HUMANS!

 

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Then we have the good old homophobia. Dear people out there who are judgmental, there have been many gays in our world and it has been accepted. The romans lived their lives freely and they were never judged on their sexual preference. As religion has taken hold of our society, people have been molded into thinking that being homosexual is wrong. But it doesn’t even make sense even if you are a very religious individual. I mean, religion is based on believing in a “God”. This God will decide what is right or wrong.

the real essence of “God” is to love all and be non-judgmental.

Today, I move forward into a higher level of consciousness because just as John Lennon stated, “NOW IM OLDER, THE MORE THAT I SEE, THE LESS THAT I KNOW FOR SURE.  NOW THAT IM OLDER, THE FUTURE IS BRIGHTER AND NOW IS THE HOUR!

Wake-up!  Educate! Empower yourself with knowledge!  Let’s fight off these parasites of Politicians!  Let’s be FREE!

 

Love. Hate. World.

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Love is peace,
Love is NO REFUGEES!
Love is FREEDOM, 
Love is PALESTINIANS AND ISRAELIS HAVING EQUAL RIGHTS! 
Love is free choice,
The opposite of today’s voices.
Hate is bloodshed,
Hate is Isis killing Christians!
Hate is inequalities, 
Hate is making choices for women,
Hate is you,
Hate is me,
Hate is NONEXISTENT if you…
Sum it,
Suck it up,
Tuck it up,

and 

EVERYONE

STOP Fucking up!

-Cami*Star

 

Creating StRiDeNT

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You arrived yesterday,

Who are you?

What are you-you rotten soul!

We can smell your STRIDENT,

a mile away as you are

as rotten as

decaying death.

We awoke to a drenched, ear-piercing noise,

STRIDENT as loud as

chalkboard nails.

SCREACHING, SCREACHING, SCREACHING!

Sickening STRIDENT you is,

Striking STRIDENT is you,

Sparking STRIDENT you are,

piercing every other sound

out there.

Why have you arrived, shall I say to your dismay?

Did you come to rob every last soul TODAY?

You came screeching into our world,

Dark hearted soul,

your obnoxious screech can be heard across our town,

What did we do to deserve this horrid noise of yours?

The dark soul arose, he took a stand on our land and spoke,

with his dark, deep voice, he replied,

“I  have come to take all hateful souls.

If you can hear my screeching voice,

then you have been telling your people lies”

Poof-They disappeared into thin air!

All politicians are now gone, no more fear!

“If you can smell my rotten-decaying bones,

then you have been the one who has destroyed your world!

You now live in my world! You have created this, you selfish,

selfless soul!  You cared NOT about what your people breathed in,

instead, you cared about greed!  Your people are dead,

just like me!”

BANG-all capitalistic corporations who harmed “her” depleted “her” land vanished into sand!

“STRIDENT is here, I take my stand,

The few left behind,

shall have a second chance in a new world,

Shall you darken that world,

I shall be back to destroy,

every last soul,

as STRIDENT will be the next EPISODE of your light!

 

 

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Glowing fireflies,

GREY CLOUDS,

Tingling heart,

THROBBING BEATS,

Glowing,

Flowing,

Touching,

GROUCHY,

FUNKY,

TOUCHY,

Love you when your near,

HATE YOU JUST FROM FEAR,

Kisses from your heart,

YOUR WORDS TEAR ME APART,

Caresses only tingle,

NOW YOU SAY I’M SINGLE!

Okay, Okay,

I’ll make your day,

Sing our song,

Cuz, guess what?

Im gone, long gone!!

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Love, Hate