Tag Archives: life

Her life can be…

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Life can be a bold green, like our current wetlands, or Tangerine Orange like a boquet of Poppies or Mellow-Yellow, while drifting off to sleep,

Tangent-Oranges,

Marmelaid Peelz,

Laughter, smiles

and pains of joy….

Life is not always sugary-sweets and caramel stuffing. 

Life can be gray, like crisp quiet winter evenings, alone in the world. It can be bloody red, boiling senses and heated thoughts. Most dreaded is the world of deep dark clouds. Clouds will get closer and darker until you suffocate. 

Undestined-Tunnels,

Sorrow-Waves,

and deep sink-holes,

Heartach, tears

and melancholy sighs….

Sad girl once read, “Depression

is like a war, you either win or die”

She tells herself, “cheer up butter-cup”. She needs to have an awareness that this is a wave of sadness that needs to be watered. 

Sit is your tears and you will drown in your own death. Run from your tears and it will keep coming back as you keep avoiding the cloud. Sit in your rain, taste it, breath it, meditate with it and it will begin to dissipate. 

Humanity is full of Sunny Days and Cloudy Winters. Seasons can run us high or low. We can either stop and soak in the marmelaid peels or die in the war. 

Which do you choose?

Which will she choose?

Best Things 101

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The best thing in life are….

(Not in any particular order)

-chilling by yourself

-laughing

-smiles

-music

-brown eyes

-satellites

-Santigold

-The Beatles

-John Lennon

-chocolate chip cookies

-hugs

-kisses

-lovely innocence

-freedom

-reading

-meditating

-dancing

-silliness

-make-up

-wine

-gardening

-veggies

-fruits

-organic life

-solo’ness

-vintage life

-education

-life

Mi Vida Loca

Change to Peace

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When there is no longer an inch of energy in that body of yours. When you lack motivation just to get up. When all you yearn is the quiet earth.

It is time for a change.

A change from an enclosed world. A change to freedom and free choice. A change of pace.

Change to peace.

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Love YOUR story

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Stop running from
your story”, it will
eventually
       catch     up
to     you
             it always
                  ends
                     beautifully….
        -Cami-Star ’16

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Our Hearts

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The strongest living organism on earth is our hearts,
Our forever beating heart,
The organ that keep us alive,
The organ that keeps me alive,
The organ that keeps humanity alive,

Our hearts pump….
Pump
Pump
Pump

It pumps regardless of our challenges or joys
It can take
Sorrow
Pain
Sadness
Heartache
Love
Joy
Happiness

At its darkest moments
it pumps allowing us to
take one more step
closer to healing,
One more step to the
bright light,
One more step away from
the dark,

On its highest high of life
it continuous to pump blood throughout our bodies like
a drug flowing through us,
Endorphins
Oxytocin
Serotonin
Flowing through every inch of our inner shell,

The strongest living
organism is our hearts,
without YOU
Where would I be?
Where would YOU be?
Where would humanity be?

I heart you my pumping heart.

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I want to be free.
I want to live a life
with no restraints.
I want to be open.

What stops me?
My thoughts.
My desires.
My wants.
My needs.
My domestication
of our world.

I do not want to worry
what people think
about me.
I do not want to worry
if my lover has
another lover.
I do not want to
care about what
I look like.

What stops me?
My mind.
My feelings.
My heart.
My humanness.
Society.

I want to be happy,
with or without money.
I want to live free.

WELL THEN DO IT!
RUN FREE!
BE FREE!

Be YOU,
DON’T BE ME!!

Be Yourself

Curled Lashes

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In her slumber she flies near and far, high and low, up and through the clouds,

Sunlight peaks through
her curled lashes as the morning dew begins to drip down her eyes, moistened with kisses from her main man above,

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Jaded with fatigue

from dawn to dusk as if all energy flow has been drained out of her flowing brain, her veins fighting to keep up with the hustle and flow,

Moon light strikes the depths of her soul as she is rejuvenated and ready to be spun around,
Jumping with night crickets that come out at night, running with the wolves that shine at midnight….

©Cami-Star 2015