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Erased Disdain

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Forbidden memories of thee untold,

Why speak of the forgotten when

Lightning already stuck it down?

Yet, one reaction of neurons will

have it appear once more!

Shameful.

Forbidden.

Unlawful.

Enlightened as she unfolded,

To  be who she were to be,

A taste of disdain in her

morning coffee,

ever so bland,

What then?

A realm of once was,

Forgotten pain,

now a light of

Forever blessings,

Shameful.

Forbidden.

Unlawful.

-camistar

 

 

Pained in Gray

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She took one step to the right,
Gray clouds covering her light,
Tears day and night,

What she does not know is that her path will only make her stronger,
Trials and triumphs are working her soul,
Like a mechanic turning a car into gold.

Tomorrow is not promised sweet child of earth,
Wipe your tears as you truly are stronger than told.

Our lives are a roller coaster of happiness and depression. Descended down low, but eventually up.

We all know pain,
Although it hurts,
We always gain
a stronger heart,
stronger love,
a stronger soul.

Smile at the moon tonight as he may be smiling at it too.

**To a sweet friend who is down low right now. She may not realize her depression will not last forever, but right now she is pained in that gray.

Pain.

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She feels the pain
Needles puncturing skin
Blood swishing up
Numbness at the bone
Internal pain rises up
The brain cannot think

Wanting to be still
Life calls you
Aching each step
Internal bleeding
God help me
Mind going blank

Daily dose of pain
Mixed with her
Morning drink
She’s wrong
Pain is gone

Time to be strong

**poems and stories are all on how the reader takes it. What is your viewpoint on this piece? What is her “pain”?

High Tide

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My heart feels the pain of a million needles poking right through me,
To hurt is the worst feeling in the world,
Its drowning in the deep depths of the ocean, instead of grasping for air, I am grasping for you.

Grasping for an ideal of who I thought you were. Who I thought we were. Who I thought would swim with me all the way to breathing air.

Three years of patiently awaiting for the waves to settle down, instead it stayed high waved and never felt like playing. Obeying the peace that comes with the shore, how long can you stand the high tides of the sky?

I must swim away as I want shores peace, while swimming to my place, I have to succumb to piercing pain until it subsides…..

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A friend always to me…..

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I had to tell you bye,
Yes bye,
Why?
Cuz, if I die,
Shall I say, I can’t lie!
We are both so different yet the same,
I can’t take it, am I to blame?
You love as if caged in a prison cell,
Its there yet hard to reach,
I love as sweet as a fuzzy peach,
I give it away wholly everyday,
You are prisoned by your past pains,
I let go freely and dance happily!
You are quiet,
I am loud,
Your sensitive,
I’m a callused cloud,
I tried cuz I do care,
But tonight I have realized when all bare,
You are entrapped by your own mind,
I cry from the pain you try to hide,
I can feel the hurt,
So, I have to say good-bye,
My friend, I shall always respect,
Lovers, it can’t be, it will get wrecked,
As you see, I am a floater and you encaged.
I wish I could take all your pain and crush it to pieces, but that’s not my job as you see.
I shall let you be to figure out what needs to be let go,
Because that really is not for me to know,

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Hopes and love I have only for you,
but I need to fly to my mighty high and I can’t be pulled down by those sighs,
Two different world’s we are today,
But my friend
My sweet friend,
My dear friend,
YOU shall always be
Always to me……