When our minds are conscious, we experience deep spiritual encounters.
I had a beautiful dream last night where I was hanging out with a few friends. We were all talking about what it would be like if we died. We wondered what the experience is like. Then, I remember I felt sedated. I felt calm. Everything around me started to slowly fade into darkness and I felt beautifully calm.
This is truly a mark of my spiritual awareness. And I’m happy and at peace.
-Cami*Star October 2015
I’ve grown so much within the last 10 years, it’s amazing. I mean, even the person I was a year ago isn’t who I am today. Ten years ago, if you asked me what I wanted in a man, I would have said:
Someone with a car, a house, a good job, financially stable and someone who will wine and dine me.
Wow, that amazes me. How superficial I was. But I am not alone in that type of Ego, selfish, materialistic way of thinking! We are brought up to “think” that we need items to be happy, but this is so far from the truth! If you break down to the core of our hearts, all these materialistic items can never make us happy.
Today, I asked myself what I really want in a man. I surprised myself when I compared what I wanted ten years ago to today.
What I really want in a significant other is:
A man who will love unconditionally, a man with kindness and compassion. I don’t care how much or how little money you have, I don’t care if you have a car or not. I don’t care how big or little your house is. I do care if you respect your mom and dad, you are careful with your words, and how positive you live your life.
At the end of the day, I want a companion. I want someone who will wipe my tears when I’m sad and run with me when I’m happy. I want a man who will protect me from the scariness of this world. I want someone I can hold at night and wake up to messy hair. My wants today are so simple yet straight from the core of my heart.
And this is when I truly realized how much I’ve grown as an individual and I look forward to growing more.
Today’s words, thoughts, and meditation:
Today, take a moment out of your busy life and ask yourself:
1. What are the scents you breath in from the air?
2. How does the scented air expand your awareness?
3. How clean is the air you are breathing in?
Think and remember that the molecular air that we are breathing in are the same ones that have been circulating the Earth from the beginning of time. These are the same molecules that Buddha, Christ, Vishnu, Allah, and all other Gods and Goddesses have engulfed. They were all mighty and you can be almighty as well. All you have to do is
I want to awaken to the clean crisp smell of my traces. Cleansed from the bottom up, where the disguise of evil has been threatened by heaven.
I want to walk outside, barefoot as I step through her green hair, without a care, maybe even all bare.
I want to rest under his glow, where I lay in the quietness of my own mind, blind to all that are crimes.
I want to go back to basics where the fresh air brings tickles of delight while stumbling on her is not such a fight.
At night, rest under her shiny lights, at peace knowing all was not in vain, but all are asleep in this peaceful rain.
I am in love, with this life of mine,
I do what I want and no need to whine,
I awake to this beauty,
Of life, shall I say,
We only get one, and I made it today!
I am blessed,
With my two little girls,
I bring them up,
With loving words to share,
They are my heart, my soul and my life,
Today is their day,
DO not rain on their parade!
As the day progresses,
My God as you see,
You have been giving,
Giving it all to me!
How can I say, thank you so much!
There are no words,
For there is so much.
Blessed as you see,
For you have the key,
They key to my life,
So I can just be,
Be as I am,
Be as I may,
As a teacher, a parent and lover,
Shall I say,
Always in love,
With all my little bees,
So grateful for all,
I am always in glee.
My God, you see,
You have given it all to me!
The way of my life,
With beauty and all,
I love the awakeness,
This is my ball,
Then there is he,
The one that brings light,
For today is mighty,
And loving the night!
I walk as I’m proud,
Proud of this life,
Today is forever,
Tomorrow is gone,
My God you see,
You have given it all to me!
Or maybe you have not!
Maybe it’s just me!
I live my life,
For all to see,
Peeping from within,
Plushness of life,
Plankness to stand,
God, I love you.
God, you love me.
For giving it all to me!!