Fairies vs. Death

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In the midst of Water Lillies and Fairies, lay a tender heart, her heart, his heart, pumping hearts of life and death….

Breath can stop,

The mind can falter,

Lunacy can fall on 

your lap,

Death.

As Water Lillies and Fairies flow through the sparkled night,

oblivious of night skies of death.

Stone sober, she can eminate the liking of his faltered soul, or can she?

Idea-driven is she, punching, screeming vocals of feminist rock, until the last flickering light dims,

Death.

Can you go crazy while staying sane? Can we stay sane while going mad? In our bleak world, this is the visual she allows as she rocks those vocals toward every fuck in the world,

Death.

Erect, full of laughter, she picks a Water Lilly and hands it to every dead body as she smiles at each living Fairy,

Alive.

Fairies exist and so does death, Water Lillies breath as do we, life emanates as much as we choose,

Choose well my fair weathered friend…

Choose well….

-Cami*Star

2017

Picture taken from “fairiesandfantasy.com”

~Keep Moving~

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~Keep Moving~

Jet fueling

Heavens above

Dirt below

Eyes in a haze

Across the maze

~Keep Moving~

Life is ajar

Never too far

Tars of afar

Spars are spars

~Keep Moving~

Fixed motions

Never stopped

Take that pop

Drink up 

Then mop

~Keep Moving~

Shifting

Oscillating

Wavering

We are forever 

in a state of

Movement.

-Cami-Star 2017

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A Beautiful Mess

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​To advance in life is to let go. It is to be conscious. It is to be spiritually awake. It is to love yourself. It is to be open to life’s challenges. It is to smell the roses. It is to see the sun. It is to have knowledge. Knowledge is truth. Truth is awakening. 

When your inner spirits awaken, your soul awakens. It is a beautiful mess. It is seeing your garbage. It is seeing your own hate. It is a acknowledging your mess. It is throwing out the garbage. It is cleaning your inner house. It is crawling out of the dark shadows and walking into the light. 

It is a beautiful mess. 

It is releasing your inner toxins by crying it out. It is sweating out your negative particles. It is enduring the inner pain to feel renewal. It is walking out your demons. 

It is renewal. 

It is life.

It is your life. 

It is your beautiful mess ❤

Namaste. 

Wrapped Souls.

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My soul is wrapped around you; twined, tightened, never to rip, 

My soul is within yours, breathing, loving, swimming alongside.

Two beautiful souls whom are magnetized.

Tightened ropes may age, they may fringe or burn from el sol, but those two entwined,

until…

Death

      Do

            Them

                      Part

Her life can be…

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Life can be a bold green, like our current wetlands, or Tangerine Orange like a boquet of Poppies or Mellow-Yellow, while drifting off to sleep,

Tangent-Oranges,

Marmelaid Peelz,

Laughter, smiles

and pains of joy….

Life is not always sugary-sweets and caramel stuffing. 

Life can be gray, like crisp quiet winter evenings, alone in the world. It can be bloody red, boiling senses and heated thoughts. Most dreaded is the world of deep dark clouds. Clouds will get closer and darker until you suffocate. 

Undestined-Tunnels,

Sorrow-Waves,

and deep sink-holes,

Heartach, tears

and melancholy sighs….

Sad girl once read, “Depression

is like a war, you either win or die”

She tells herself, “cheer up butter-cup”. She needs to have an awareness that this is a wave of sadness that needs to be watered. 

Sit is your tears and you will drown in your own death. Run from your tears and it will keep coming back as you keep avoiding the cloud. Sit in your rain, taste it, breath it, meditate with it and it will begin to dissipate. 

Humanity is full of Sunny Days and Cloudy Winters. Seasons can run us high or low. We can either stop and soak in the marmelaid peels or die in the war. 

Which do you choose?

Which will she choose?

Political Whirlwind

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Today things are ugly and I can no longer succumb to it. I believe I have figured out this political whirlwind. It is ugly.  It is hate. We need to work together. We need dialogue. We need political compassion. 

Liberals pick on every little thing Trump and his Administration do. I completely get it. I’m a liberal, but I’m starting to see the bigger picture. 

Conservatives support Trump and pick on everything Liberals do. It’s a hateful world. Why can’t we all just get along? Why can’t we agree to disagree?

I was getting to a point of obsession. I was reading every point my Liberal supporters wrote. I began to notice the negativity. I did see the one sided reporting.  Then, I would read the Conservative side and there is less news as they don’t report all things Trump says (because yes, it is an embarrassment). It’s a strange “political whirlwind” that all humanity is buying into.

I’m done. What is done is done. Mr. Donald Trump is our 45th President. He is NOT the best,  but he won by default and there is nothing we can do about it. Yes, we can protest. Yes, we can resist. Yes, we can attempt to impeach him. But will any of these things change our world? No. If we impeach Trump, his administration will still be in office. So, what can we do during these hateful times? During 2017-2020?

I believe in getting our voices heard (via protests, e-mails and letters sent to our Congress), but the most important thing to do during this hateful time is to love one another. It’s hard when there is hardly a gray side. It’s either black or white. Liberal or Conservative. 

We need to use all of our political energy to get ready for 2020. Let’s get our ducks in order. If you are a Conservative and believe Trump is “making America great again”, bless your soul. You will only learn as time goes on. But, you need to stop hating Liberals. Accept what is and do your part as an American. America is about freedom, so let the Liberals do what they will do. Try to put your feet in their shoes. Stop all the hate. That’s it. 

If you’re a Liberal, stop attacking Conservatives. Just like us, they have the freedom to speak their voices as do we. We have to be the role models for our future. We have to show compassion and kindness. 

I can only do my part and it’s very tough. As a Liberal, I have gotten asked if I’m even legal! This is where we are today! It’s sad! (for the record, I’m 8th or 9th generation. My family was part of the Mexican land before we lost to America. A treaty was signed that allowed those Mexicans to continue to live on their homes and become U.S. Citizens once the two countries were divided. My family was part of that treaty, so, yes, I’m legal). As a Liberal, I’m called a “whiner, dumb and stupid” Is this really American? No. Is this good for our Country? No. Then STOP! 

I have read on social media sites that spew hate. Lets accept what is. Lets do what can to make America great again and go from there. We already know whose in charge. We know what we need to do. Other than that, lets kill everyone else with love, kindess, hugs and smiles. 

Namaste.


You are ALIVE!

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When all else fails,

Embrace life. 

When you cannot see,

Look up to moonlight.

When your heart thumps

as if it will jump right

out of your chest,

Take that one deep breath,

You are alive for a reason,

You have full control of YOU,

You are ALIVE!

Death calls your name
every second of 

your day. 

If you were not meant 

to be here, you wouldn’t be. 

You are ALIVE!