I’ll fly to the sky!

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Ha! I figured it out!  I really did!

Your too good for me!

Your sweet.

Your kind.

Your giving.

Your loving.

You have been there for me through thick and thin!

Gosh, I figured it out!

You make me laugh.

You make me smile.

I love your company

and that’s not a tale!

Gosh, Darn, I really, finally, figured it out~

You cared for me,

You loved me unconditionally,

You bathed me when I needed it without asking any questions.

I would grow old with you,

but I fear you.

I hate you,

Yet I love it when I’m near it.

I really do love you!

I do!

But I’m all messed up.

I can’t think.

I’m  in pain.

Your too good!

I should just leave you alone!

You deserve so much better!

I can’t give you anything,

I can’t love you,

I can’t be your man,

I just can’t. I can’t. I can’t. I just can’t.

BUT I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU! YOU ARE MY HEART! YOU ARE MY LOVE~  BUT WHAT YOU DID AND DIDN’T DO, I CAN NOT STAND,

I should be sorry,

but I have too much pride.

I would love you and marry you and take care of you,

But, I’m messed up.  I’m all messed up.

IT’S OKAY, I’M HERE FOR YOU.  I LOVE YOU.  I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOU.

No…go away. Oh,  here is my chance.  My stupid brother in-law offended you.  I’m really sorry.

I should have said something.  YEAH, YOU SHOULD HAVE!.  But I know you can do better.

This is my chance.   My chance to let you fly.  I wanted to hold on to you.  I did hold on to you.

You were great.  You were my BFF.  But, I’m sorry, I gotta let you go.

You deserve more.

I can’t give it to you.

I can’t love you.

I don’t even love myself.

BUT I LOVE YOU!  I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! IT’S OKAY.

I’m too stubborn.

I’m avoiding you.’

I love you, but fly….

You are such a good person….I don’t deserve you!

I KNOW.  AND I DID EVERYTHING IN MY HEART FOR YOU.

I LOVE YOU. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU.

YOU ARE MY HEART. YOU REALLY ARE.

OKAY, FINE, YOU WANT ME TO FLY..

THEN GOOD-BYE…………..

 

About Cami*Star

I am an onion, peeled with many layers. My mind is an ever-flowing thinking machine. I love writing all my thoughts on paper and some get published here on my blog. I am a deep thinker, which brings along deep feelings-positively for the most part! I am a feminist, poet, writer, blogger, parent of two beautiful girls, a special education teacher, a lover, a friend, a daughter, a sister and most importantly a spiritual warrior! Thank you for reading All About Me and checking out my blog! Much appreciation from your truly, Cami*Star

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