A Mexican American Christmas is:
Tamales for days, days of making tamales, never getting tired of masa, which is a tamale. Tamales come twice a year, Christmas is one.
It is pan dulce con cafe, sugar, more sugar with a hint of caffeine. Conchos. My favorite- empenadas. Pan is bread, Dulce is sugar. What a sweat treat to eat on a fun night.
It is chomparado, hot and sweet warming our cold tums. It is our chocolate fix with sugar and tamales. It is kid coffee. I heart champarado.
It is hot soups. Sopita. Sopa. Warm soups for days. Cocido. Menudo. Posole. Caldo de Res. Yum for days.
It is family. Brothers, sisters, uncles, Tio’s, aunts, Tia’s, Nina’s, Nino’s, grandparents, great grandparents, cousins, cousins kids. It is a mirage of a huge tribe.
It is Jesus, the son of God. It is saying thank you for being born. It is the Virgin Mary or Our Lady of Guadalupe for giving us our savior.
It is midnight mass. Catholic lives. Christianity. It is all about being thankful. It is thanking our angels and saints.
It is Christmas trees. Trees with homemade ornaments. Momento ornaments. Pictures. New Mexico ornaments. Mexican décors.
It is wine. Liquor. Laughs. Drinking. Beers. Cerveza. Vino. It is waking up with a hangover. Orale.
It is mainly speaking English with a few self taught Spanish speakers. It is not truly being Mexican yet not whole American.
It is moca skin, Latina blood, spicy attitudes, loud voices, shy personas. Curves. Tall, dark and handsome.
A Mexican American Christmas is all I know. I would never change it for anything in the world! I could never live without mi tamales y champarado. I survive on café con pandulce.
I am a mixture of mi familias blood with Azteca, Mexican, and Spaniard. I am the coffee that has more milk than coffee in it. I am the girl who white people assume I speak Spanish and Mexicans who hate me because I’m not fluent in Spanish.
Thank you to my ancestors who have kept our traditions alive. I live for them every December. Thank you for never leaving Mexico when it became America. Thank you for not allowing the Spaniards to tear our culture down ❤