Cami*STAR

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  • Growth

  • Ancestral Trauma

    It has been too long, but long is never gone, for tomorrow, no matter how long, shall arise once again as long as your essence allows it! Today, I sit in a memoir of my own life. A reality of hurt and pain. A reality of my ancestry. A reality of truth. Thoughts of my…

  • Papa

    What a beautiful site: He sat in tanned clothing, He was as handsome as can be with a clean shavened face. He wore the same paint stained watch I remembered as a child. Eloquent in an unfamiliar sitting position as he spoke of an intellectual topic. I gawked and took in every inch of his…

  • Another Year….

    Another year to depart from and say good-bye to, it was fun, it was sad and it was happy! A new year to embark on to renew yourself, to say bye to the old and hello to the new. Are you ready? Are YOU ready? I can’t hear you!! ARE YOU READY!!!!!????? (“ahem” as I…

  • Time and Time and Time

    Time drags as the pain arises, Arising as my heart pumps, Pumping as if it shall burst. Lies, lies are all we are, Truth has no sense, The light diminishes, Darkness creeps further, Time is still, Time go fast, Take me away, far away to the grey. You took a bite, A bite full of…

  • Nothing Nice

    Life is full of splendor, Life can be hateful, You can be joyful And you can be spiteful. You taste like honey, You taste like sour lemons, You can taste sweet And you can taste tart. You smell like roses, You smell like foul garbage, You can smell beautiful, And you can smell rancid. You…

  • The Dreadful Death

    I am dead I am darkened by your dark sky. You are dreadful, You are dreaded by all cries. I am the rotten pillar that fell apart, I am deceased by the fallen storm. Take me, Find me, No refuge, No hope. Find me. Fault me. Catch me. Love me. I am dying, Crushed to…

  • Love Sucks

    Love sucks I opened my heart to you, I welcomed you into my world! It was beautiful. You were beautiful, We were beautiful. But love sucks. I gave you my time, You wanted more. I gave you my love, You needed more. I gave you my heart, But it was never good enough. Love sucks.…