Cami*STAR

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  • Growth

  • Ancestral Trauma

    It has been too long, but long is never gone, for tomorrow, no matter how long, shall arise once again as long as your essence allows it! Today, I sit in a memoir of my own life. A reality of hurt and pain. A reality of my ancestry. A reality of truth. Thoughts of my…

  • Papa

    What a beautiful site: He sat in tanned clothing, He was as handsome as can be with a clean shavened face. He wore the same paint stained watch I remembered as a child. Eloquent in an unfamiliar sitting position as he spoke of an intellectual topic. I gawked and took in every inch of his…

  • Another Year….

    Another year to depart from and say good-bye to, it was fun, it was sad and it was happy! A new year to embark on to renew yourself, to say bye to the old and hello to the new. Are you ready? Are YOU ready? I can’t hear you!! ARE YOU READY!!!!!????? (“ahem” as I…

  • Dearest Grim:

    Dearest Grim, You won once again!  The girl.  That girl!  You know which girl!  She has been gone way too long!  He had her!  He is still trying to hold on to her!  He had his dark claws on the pad of her shoulder!  He slowly sank into her beautiful, loved heart.  He walked past her…

  • New Year…New Beginnings….

    It is a new year. A new you. A new me. It is a new year. Time to let go. Time to  welcome. Time to renew. Time to refresh. It is a new year. I welcome my 1 1/2 year old toddler. She brings laughter and sunshine to my world. Good bye to screaming! It…

  • I love this road….

    I LOVE THIS ROAD I have known love. I have known pain. I have known. But this is different. I look in his eyes and my soul reaches his. He looks in my eyes and his soul reaches mine. It has not been long. It has been quite short. But each days seems short when…

  • Light to Dark…Dark to Light

    Her story.  Her life.  Her wants. Her needs. She steps outside and views the growth of the water plants.  They are long and stringy.  Green with a glimpse of yellow.  They looks like alien antennas.  They sway from side to side as if there is not a worry in the world. The preciousness of her eardrums…