Cami*STAR

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  • Growth

  • Ancestral Trauma

    It has been too long, but long is never gone, for tomorrow, no matter how long, shall arise once again as long as your essence allows it! Today, I sit in a memoir of my own life. A reality of hurt and pain. A reality of my ancestry. A reality of truth. Thoughts of my…

  • Papa

    What a beautiful site: He sat in tanned clothing, He was as handsome as can be with a clean shavened face. He wore the same paint stained watch I remembered as a child. Eloquent in an unfamiliar sitting position as he spoke of an intellectual topic. I gawked and took in every inch of his…

  • Another Year….

    Another year to depart from and say good-bye to, it was fun, it was sad and it was happy! A new year to embark on to renew yourself, to say bye to the old and hello to the new. Are you ready? Are YOU ready? I can’t hear you!! ARE YOU READY!!!!!????? (“ahem” as I…

  • Jawbreaker-Accident Prone

    Jawbreaker-Accident Prone ACCIDENT PRONE BY:  JAWBREAKER This is one my all time fave bands.  They have gotten me through life.  Now, in this challenging road, I pulled them out of storage.  They were dusty.  I forgot how much I connected with them.  But now in this moment, they are here for me again.  This song is…

  • Night, Night, Night….

    The night is here and you are ever so young, I’ve awaited you like the new bringing dawn, I scrimmaged at the sun today, as it was not fun, You should have come quicker at the sunset of sums, Night, Night, you are ever so young, I cringed for your darkness like a vampire for the young,…

  • Run as Fast as you CAN…..

    We have all been down that road, we don’t want to be on It’s like a jungle of a mess You can see the light, you can see the sea, but your stuck STUCK, STUCK, STUCK! Your not literally, stuck! all you have to do is walk But walking HURTS My legs hurt My feet hurt…

  • The Unknown

    Today is a very SPECIAL DAY. One year ago, I laid on my couch. I sat, enjoying the cool breeze brisking into my living room. I looked around my cottage and saw nothing but stillness. The stillness held a future that was unknown. The unknown is scary, yet beautiful at the same time. Today is a very SPECIAL…